Week 2 Day 4

Damn! I was doing so well at keeping up with this daily! Being at the hospital all day and then having the babies at night doesn't leave me with much time! Well, I really haven't been very careful with my food, but then again, I've been too busy to actually eat too much!!  I was so terrified when they decided Christi would have to have a c-section. It seems like everything about this pregnancy has just gone from bad to worse! Then they take him away to NICU! And he's still there! They talked about him taking too long to start breathing and of course I'm scared to death. Of course I couldn't show any signs of being worried because all this has been Christi's worst nightmare for the past 6 months. I had to make sure she saw I wasn't worried because that's the only way she would feel even close to ok. Pretending to be calm and unconcerned is truly exhausting! Fortunately, he's doing so much better and we can actually breathe easier. Now, I still have the girls with me but at least I'm not worrying about that middle of the night call! I will definitely be focusing a little better!